Dream depository
Please add descriptions of your latest (Lucid) dreams – do begin the title of your dream deposit with :
1. “Lucid” or
2. “Near Lucid” eg vivid or
3. “Curious, Non Lucid!”
If you like you can also add techniques used at the end, eg: MILD, WILD, NOVAdreamer, Vitamin B6
Lucid and near Lucid said,
August 12, 2009 at 2:38 pm
Monday 10th August 2009 01:45 – 01:55.
I’d been wearing my watch all day and systematically reminding myself that I was awake while noticing the time, usually I only wear it if I’m going to an official meeting. I got into bed and turned off my mobile then pulled a thin sheet over me and closed my eyes, “I’m going to dream tonight, I’m going to dream”
I formed a blurry image which appeared in front of me about 10 feet away and I concentrated to focus the edges making it larger then smaller, it was a simple table with 4 legs so I turned my head the left to see a green leafy tree-top appear so I moved forward towards it, it expanded and I found myself gliding over and then inside a forest canopy. It went dark and I heard a loud bang come from the right hand side of me so I stayed really still and looked around, I became aware that I was inside a space where my feelings became images and to create those images required that I conjure up the feeling from somewhere inside of me. I checked my watch but instead saw a fast river of numbers tumbled uncontrollably a few feet away. It was cold and a shiver came over me, I became fully conscious that I was inside my own head but without any control to the outside as my whole body was paralysed as I realised that I couldn’t pull the duvet over me. I thought hang on, although I’m going through the motion here and reaching out I’m not moving at all, how funny is that and the nervousness turned to humour. Although I was still rather cold. I tilted then found myself lying flat on top of a millennium dome size eye which was was covered in a transparent viscous fluid, the eye was trying to focus on me and seemed curious why I was there, I remained still, breathing shallow and spread out while trying to dissipate my weight evenly without digging in my nails. This is awesome I thought as I looked through the transparent lens. I wanted to collect this idea and jot it down as it was moving so quickly that I didn’t want to forget the images and the ability to create them from my feelings. I decided to wake myself up at that point and pull the duvet over me, so
I woke up, checked the time, wrote a few brief notes what happened then curled up and went back to sleep.
A had a consciously aware sensation that the images I was creating were reflections from my feelings.
I wonder if the minds eye is a translator for the internal feeling we receive inside and vibrations from our external environment create emotional responses and are converted into images through the minds eye which allows us to adapt and harmonise with our physical surroundings? I think so ‘~o
WILD
Luciana said,
August 21, 2009 at 7:39 pm
I wonder if your Mind’s eye query is connected to the pineal gland ?
Some writers and researchers, including H. P. Blavatsky and Rick Strassman, have suggested that the third eye is in fact the partially dormant pineal gland, which resides between the two hemispheres of the brain. This concept is supported by the pinealocytes, one type of cells within the pineal gland, having a strong resemblance to the photoreceptors of the eye. Additionally, the pineal gland is said to excrete dimethyltryptamine (DMT) which may be the factor which induces dreams, near-death experiences, meditation, or hallucinations. Various types of lower vertebrates, such as reptiles and amphibians, can actually sense light via a third parietal eye—a structure associated with the pineal gland—which serves to regulate their circadian rhythms.
It is located near to the center of the brain, between the two hemispheres, tucked in a groove where the two rounded thalamic bodies join. Unlike much of the rest of the brain, the pineal gland is not isolated from the body by the blood-brain barrier system. It is part of the epithalamus.It was the last endocrine gland to have its function discovered.
Metaphysics – The pineal gland’s location deep in the brain seems to intimate hidden importance. In the days before its function as a physical eye that could see beyond space-time was discovered, it was considered a mystery linked to superstition and mysticism.
Today it is associated with the sixth chakra whose awakening is linked to prophecy and and increased psychic awareness as consciousness ascends.
Luciana said,
October 14, 2009 at 5:56 pm
Fully Lucid – Friday 26.09.2009
Nootropics taken ? No
Precursors : Cava, Wii boxing game, argument with my mother
Previously : Calea consumed twice in the week.
Moon : 97% full
Ive handwritten the entire night’s dreams, 3 totally lucid encounters, and the details I will keep confidential, although I’m happy to share the clues that led me there.
My first time playing a Nintendo Wii – the games platform where you wave an Infra red handheld joystick at the TV to control your avatar’s moves. I played boxing, so the experience of controlling remote hands, virtually, wirelessly i atrribute to catalysing my lucid attainment.
I awoke at 6am utterly convinced my conversation with dream characters was real, and therefore had been with or overheard by my boyfriend. I asked him what I had said, I had woken him up speaking to him. – ….
I awoke at 10am having next demonstrated to him how I could walk on water across a swimming pool, we had a conversation in my dream, once more I was convinced he would share the experience. My intrepid venture across the pool was encouraged by him fully, and I really had to contain my excitement as I pulled off such a KO in private to him.
Although he did not actually share a dream space with me, I feel his encouragement and proximity to me assisted my confidence and desire to attain this – to prove it to him.
Not once did I tell myself I was lucid dreaming, but I did give myself an inner ‘nod’ to wink back at – thus subtlely acknowledging the twilight state of unconsciousness, sleep and utter control. Really, keeping calm, breathing deeply, feeling almost awake without awakening and not trying to show-off with anything too metaphysical was my key to maintaining this state. And for re-entering it later on.
Later I was able to control the sway of a huge bough of a big tree I was relaxing in, the weightlessness like a fairground ride was scary. I knew instantly that if i held my breath and released it in a more controlled and tantric method, the branch and my movements from 20metres in the air to the ground would be under control. And so it was, and most enjoyable ! In reality I have recently reclined on a huge tree trunk/roots in a photo, I feel this liminal state was inspired from the real tree sensation with my mindless happiness.
The entire night’s dreaming, 3 or 4 in all with 8 -12 scenarios were enriched with details which I wish to retain private, I have fully noted the inventions and settings, the jewels of sleep. I wrote busily for 25 minutes whilst the freshness remained.
I was also able to comment and explain in a very calm voice how I was doing certain Lucid tricks to him, again this behaviour felt more conscious than normal surreal dream states.
And since this tipping point, my lucidity has been weaker but more frequent, with some paranormal sensations of wind, phantasms, magnetism, making things and clues.
Awed x
Luciana said,
October 16, 2009 at 12:58 pm
Near Lucid – potential Precognition
April 23, 2009, Kalani, Big Island, Hawai’i
Nootropics taken ? No
Precursors : 23 hour flight from UK on 21st April
Previously : Strong desire to return to Kalani
Moon : New Moon next day
First night in Kalani retreat, sleeping in the room alone.
Awoke 1.22am from very vivid dream , nearly Lucid dream that clearly spoke to me its title “Psychic hand-cutting lesson”
I was making a “shlllsh-shhllisss” noise as my hand wiggle horizontally left to right whilst I inserted it deeper into a man’s right hand. He was instructing me, guiding me in, so before my very eyes my hand began to enter the centre of the back of his right hand.
Like a magic illusion such as disappearing coin, I inserted my right hand upto my wrist into his, and slowly, slightly disbelievingly made cutting motions horizontally.
I knew this was good for him, not painful, and I was aware it was magical medical and within my belief system. I heard him remark “You know I am seeing something other than your hand, don’t you ?” which was interesting – perception of healing or another tool perhaps ? I awoke excited, heart beating, and wrote a few lines of dream journal. I also dreamt of a lady dancing with 2 cats held close, and a book – the cover of which I could not fully read .. “P…. S…….” title or author, it was blurred and cover was dark with paler large writing on it.
Ok in normal life – when i got up for real next morning, I met Mark from Manchester who arrived from Los Angeles after I had gone to bed. His hand had stitches from a recent snow boarding accident, and we got talking about how he came to do the course in LD in Kalani. During the morning discussion I started to doodle my dream, it was hard to draw as it was impossible. We did group introductions, and when Aark explained his decision, it was made only 2 days prior to flying out – upon receipt of his own box of books he shipped to USA with summer clothing. It was then I looked at my sketch and began to suspect that I had somehow perceived Mark’s injury – his stitches are aligned in the centre of his right hand where he has had titanium implanted. We got speaking and maybe I can ascertain what other books are in his shipment through dreaming.
- about that book I dreamt the cover of “P….. S….” – couldnt work it out… so Mark lent me “Power Animals” as he had a box of books shipped out to him and this one was on top, maybe my Mind was wandering – maybe this book was a clue !
Luciana said,
October 20, 2009 at 4:43 pm
I am not the author – this was posted on behalf of agent “SS” from Hawai’i
Go to sleep on April 26th 2009
Early morning 4/27
I wore the nova dreamer last night and it kept waking me up. It was on low setting. Oh well. Even though I was not lucid, I did get partial success with my dream telepathy. My intention last night was to fly to the Alex’s (the russian guys) and have them teach me how to remote view and then go to Maine and meet a friend and give him a fish. (see below)
01.22
Walking around Hale 4. There’s a lecture in the auditorium.
03.26
I see Alex and Mark on the outside of Hale 4.
07.18
I was hanging out with my niece Rachel. Her friends were also around. Maybe we were at a hotel or some brightly lit place. I was dancing and she and her friend surrounded me in dirty dancing. I felt awkward. She was up to her antics and I had to keep running after her to go after her.
I’m traveling with mom and Julie. We’re trying to leave the hotel and Julie can’t find the charger to her phone.
We’re standing in the line to leave and I ask this random older woman to crack my back. She came up behind me and started doing it. Turns out she’s a famous politician. Mom and Julie thought I was picking up on her.
Driving around this neighborhood looking for the house of this woman I want to date. She’s not home. I try to look for her and find Shelly and Marty. There cell phone doesn’t work to try and call this woman.
Amma tells me a story about how she is almost raped. I can see the whole situation of her sitting on the ground. Her hair is braided and long, she’s wearing a sleeveless blouse and tight jeans. This men are standing around her while she sits in the middle of the circle of them. They keep walking in and taunting her. She just smiles. I notice her face is painted with over done makeup. They don’t end up doing anything to her.
I’m with Brian. There is a sleeping bag.
09.11
I’m hanging out with Mickey and he takes me around to the back of his house to wear they buried a volunteer who use to work here. I commented about how odd it was that they buried him here. I asked if the dead man, named Steve’s, family wanted his body on the mainland. He said they didn’t mind. I asked Mickey if he felt odd having a grave right behind his house. He didn’t mind. The grave looked like the front grill to a car drawn in the sand with headlights.
Veronica is working at Hale Aloha and is very upset. She’s not herself and avoiding people. She doesn’t want to work anymore. I’m wondering if some guy has done something to her .
Joe comes strutting into this class room takes a test, sits down, checks all the boxes and then walks out of the room. As he’s leaving he starts saying how easy the test was. He then goes to the bathroom. I can see that he and someone else are in 2 different restrooms and they have the door open. He keeps talking. I’m freaking out cause I don’t think I studied for this test.
I’m meeting Brian at the medical building on Plummer. I go to the lobby and see him pay off the security guard to let me in. Then he leaves in the elevator. Why didn’t he just let me in himself? I can tell the security guard is wondering the same thing. The security guard lets me in. I get on the elevator and get surprised by a woman standing very close. She’s very slender with pale blonde hair and wearing a glossy white long spaghetti strapped dress (she looks like someone out of the roaring 20’s). I apologize for being startled. Next thing I know we’re embracing and I can feel all this sexual tension between us. I don’t’ think we kiss. We go our separate ways. I find Brian in his office.
Brian takes me to some lounge and we meet with some Israeli guys. I don’t know what’s going on and I don’t really pay attention. It feels like a drug deal or something illegal is going on. Brian rubs my tit and I’m startled. He then looks towards the guys. He’s implying something, but I’m not sure what.
At some point we all go somewhere or just me. But I encounter a woman. Another blonde. She seems super young. We end up hooking up and having a real good time. I lose track of time. I don’t’ know where Brian is. I go back to his office. I sneak back in cause I’m under the impression his female boss will get pissed. I think the girl I just made out with is the daughter of Brian’s boss. I can see his boss looking out a window a the street (it’s convoluted). I get on the elevator and end up running into this boss woman. I’m hoping she doesn’t put it together that I made out with her daughter. Suddenly, I’m in the garage in Northridge and I realize that his boss is the woman I hugged on in the elevator. So I start really freaking that I’ve been with his boss and his boss’s daughter.
I leave the garage to Brian’s office. There’s a chase, but it’s confusing. She confronts me and we realize that she was her daughter. She was the woman I made out with on the beach in Santa Monica. There was no daughter. I’m relieved, but embarrassed that it’s Brian’s boss. We go off together.
05.15
I’m upstairs in the loft and I’m hanging out with Sammy. I see that she’s got her own room now. I never knew there was a room to the right of the bathroom behind the other loft room. It’s smaller. Kinda like a converted stock room. She’s made it all nice and someone has built in shelving. I’m surprised and very happy for her. She deserves it.
(DILD) The following is all in the same dream:
o I immediately realize I’m dreaming even though there is nothing that’s triggering it. I’m in a city or town at an art school. I see my reflection in a window of a room inside this school. I can see myself shimmer into existence in this dream. I’ve landed. I can’t stop staring at myself. I’m wearing my orange t-shirt, grey pants, camo scarf with my sunglasses. It’s so cool. I’m cool. I’m surprised. I’m super excited to be lucid! I almost can’t believe it! I decide to just take in the environment, so I walk around the school. Inside this huge building with the ceiling really high. Within the building are rooms. It’s very artsy. As I observe the people and the place, I see Keelin. We walk up the center stairs to this indoor café. I think, of course, Keelin is here. I tell her I’m lucid. She seems very thoughtful. It’s like she wants to make sure I stick to it and she gets almost scientific. We discuss my lucidity and she welcomes me to it.
o I leave her and go to the café. I remember my intension is to have dream sex. I don’t see anyone I’m into. I sit on this couch and realize I’m in a teacher’s office. The book shelves are the walls to the office, but I see the ceiling to the building. There is a female teacher and some female students talking with the teacher. No one I’m into, so I leave.
o I can tell that people are watching me, but I don’t care. I know I look good, so whatever. I’m having fun just strutting through the streets. I don’t feel the need to fulfill my goal. I just want to observe. I go pass these building that have superheroes painted on the windows. The paintings are blurry, but they extend from the floor to roof. It’s like a video game like Duke Nuke’em where they have these poorly painted graphics to indicate graffiti. I’m loving it! I see wolverine and maybe superman and batman.
o At some point I see the flashing red lights and realize it’s the nova dreamer trying to cue me. I’m annoyed because I’m already lucid. I go to push the button [but of course nothing happens cause I’m asleep]. I start to lose lucidity and freak out. I start to rub my hands. It’s not really working. I try to be more active and I start to spin and I fade out.
o I end up waking up in a twin bed in an apartment building. There’s this young guy with brown hair in the bed next to me. He’s sitting up and looking at me. He looks sleepy. I tell him I need to find a woman.
o We leave the building and walk the streets. He tells me we’re on the outskirts of Boston. I’m getting impatient and I don’t want to walk. Maybe we can take a bus. We walk through a puddle of water. I see the Nova Dream cues flash red. I’m annoyed again and I realize that of course I can’t stop the cueing, I’ll wake up.
o We meet up with a woman friend of his. She’s cute, but I’m not feeling it. They walk off together. I realize that since I’m lucid, I can fly! I decide I’m gonna find Luci to tell her what’s going on, but not to have sex with her cause that’s awkward and we’re trying to do this dream telepathy experiment. But she will be fascinated about what’s going on for me. Maybe she’ll have met me in her dream…
o I’m instantly teleported to a pub in England. I look around and it’s crowded and lively, but small like a café. I spot Luci at a small table by herself. She surprised to see me. I join her at the table. I’m super excited and tell her I’m having a lucid dream. She’s shocked and happy for me. I tell her that my dream intension is to have dream sex. She asks if I want anything to eat and I say a drink and some fries, “I mean chips.” She goes to the counter and picks up a round French fry that is the size of a pancake. It doesn’t look that tasty.
o I go to the counter to place an order. The guy behind the counter wants to know if I’m a Shaka. I’m wondering if it’s a type of black punker that runs around in England. I tell him I don’t know what he’s talking about. Then this super cute girl comes up to me and presses her body up against me. I’m shocked and get shy, but totally turned on. We give each other “the look.” I take the fries and start eating them. We go to kiss, but I have fries in my mouth. She tells me that she lives right around the corner.
o We go to an abandoned building. There’s a transient man and his dog in one area of this building with no roof. He has a cart and his spread of things. Then I see a giant red bear looking around the first floor. Almost like a giant Elmo. I’m like, “who cares about this, let’s hit this!” She sits on the stairs in front of me and we start making out. We’re going for it feeling our bodies. We’re both totally into the passion [in real life a bird is screeching out my window. I lose lucidity. I could have killed that f’ing bird! I put on ear plugs]
08.38
· I’m with a group of people. Almost like a Kalani field trip. We’re at this pond and there’s a loud splash across the way. Maybe a rock or bird fell in the water. I keep looking and I see a turtle jump in the water. It was camouflaged by the rocks. Others see it and get excited. Then suddenly we see this rhinoceros emerge from the water with two to three turtles stacked on its back. It starts walking down the street. Another big animal comes out of the lake the same way. The smallest of the big turtles falls off its back and has to walk to catch up. I’m sure it’s the one we saw dive in the pond. The whole group of us follows the animals to another watering whole.
· I’m with a group of people at the beach. We’re horsing around. Then me and this guy and girl split off from the group. She’s telling us how to kiss her. We each kiss her eyelids as she talks about wanting a special beach towel with some design on it. Then we go back to this studio. We join up with everyone else. I start directing everyone in a play. I merge the play with what we have been doing all day. I start telling each person the character their playing. One girl (not the one we had been hanging out with) is an artist type. The is guy is emo. Everyone is going with it cause its’ kinda unplanned and random. But the girl I kissed earlier is having an attitude. Who made me the director? She kept challenging it. So we stop. The guy and I take this girl outside and try to convince her it’s a good thing. They guy seems depressed like none of it’s gonna work. Especially if this girl is challenging it. So I spend time with this girl convincing her it’s a good thing. I think I kiss her and make her feel better….
Luciana said,
October 20, 2009 at 4:44 pm
I am not the author, posting this on behalf of agent “miss M” from Hawai’i
THE HOSPITAL HEALING DREAM (April 2008 at Kalani)
The dream began in a hospital setting. I was a patient
in the hospital, wearing a hospital gown and sitting
on my bed, which was a typical white hospital bed
among rows and rows of other similar beds. I saw a
friend of mine from high school, “C” (who has become a
nurse in real life), sitting on one of the beds from a
distance. She was working on some kind of research
reports and she looked distressed. I was looking
around me when a woman approached my bed with a
clipboard and notebook in her hands (she looked
exactly like one of the facilitators from the lucid
dream workshop I had earlier today). She told me she
was studying environmental effects on healing and was
working on a research project to compare the impact of
various hospital environments on healing and recovery.
At this point, I could hear the sound coming from
radios in the background. I could also hear
conversations among the nurses and other hospital
staff at the same time. I then became aware of some
loud yelling voices and it sounded like people
fighting and screaming at each other. I began to feel
very annoyed and distracted by all these irritating
noises, and I became increasingly frustrated and angry
as the noises continued non-stop. I could not help but
raised my voice in annoyance and complained to the
researcher, “How can someone heal when there is so
much noise around?” Then I heard, very distinctly and
clearly, an unknown voice reading out aloud, as if
from some dictionary/encyclopedia, the definition of a
“healing dream”. These were the exact words I heard,
“A healing dream is a dream in which the patient uses
his or her imagination to…”
The dream ended prematurely and abruptly by the loud
beeping sound of my alarm clock. I felt lost and
frustrated at this untimely awakening as I was just
about to discover some cosmic wisdom about dreams. I
calmed myself, hoping that the sentence would somehow
finish itself and gave me some insights.
Interestingly, impressions began to appear in my mind
and completed the unfinished sentence to my
satisfaction:
“A healing dream is a dream in which the patient uses
his or her imagination to overcome obstacles and
restore a sense of wellness and balance in the body
and mind.”
___________________________
Luciana said,
October 20, 2009 at 4:50 pm
31.05.08
posted on behalf on agent ms “PA”
Last night I went to bed around 9:00 pm; woke at 12:00 am, got up for a short period of time, went back to bed. Woke at 3:00 am and took 4mgs of Lucid Dreamer Brand G and ½ glass of water and back to bed. I ended up in a super embodied NLD, where I was in a large group outing at a Retreat.
(Wonder where that schema came from? He, He.) My stuff started becoming misplaced and I didn’t know where my airline tickets were etc.; I thought Stephen was playing some mind games with me, and I used his name in vain. (Oops sorry!) Then he came up the stairs into this large auditorium and I told him I what I said. (There was no word or words I used specifically just the vain word? Oddd?) He just laughed it off and said something like, oh, so you used my name in vain and wandered off somewhere. I thought this whole scenario was real and wondered where I was and how I was going to get back. Then I snapped awake. What a relief. No Lucidity. It was close to 5:00 am.
I then turned on my back, and proceeded into a similar NLD, I put my suit case somewhere and it was moved who knows where? This other older woman I had never seen before was with my trying to figure out where stuff was going as hers was gone as well. Then we approached a rustic women’s lounge and as I went by the mirror I knew that was not me? Not my face or physique. As I made gestures and spoke the reflection did exactly the same. I immediately became lucid and told the other lady nothing matters now about out belongings etc. as this is a dream and this reflection is not me. I tried spinning in front of the mirror trying to become myself and I turned into Scot Stride?? As I spoke and made gestures the mirror returned to me in Scot Mode everything I was saying and doing. Then I spun again and said turn me into Julia Roberts; when I looked in the mirror again I was now Julia, pregnant in a White Gown?
(Must have been some movie she was in.) All mannerisms I made in the mirror came back to me with her motions. Amazing I have never had this happen so succinctly before. I walked around with this other lady pressing into walls and bending things to show her I was LDing. When she tried everything was rock solid. I bit of roaming and testing went on and I finally woke up.
I then found myself in another LD approaching the top of a Steep Roller Coaster and then swiftly rolled down the other side and splashed into a body of turquoise water!
That was fun. I also flew around some mountains.
That was this weekend’s adventure!